Sabtu, 20 November 2010

daydreaming

Sat, 20th Nov 2010

I wrote this when my friend was teaching in front of the class. Yeah,, I know, I should've pay attention to the way he teaches, but I couldn't help myself not to feel bored in this class.

At times like this, I probably wondering around about something that's totally unimportant, which is what I'm doing now, instead of thinking about something serious. Like what? Take my thesis as an example. Oh God,,,, I'm such a loser. What am I supposed to do to make my self realize that this is way more beyond IMPORTANT!! Slap me in the face, maybe? Naah, it's not gonna work. Belive me. It needs something bigger to wake me up from this daydreaming.

Gaaaaaaah,,, I need someone!! Someone to tell me, " Hey dee,, you've been going through the wrong way all this time. Snap out of it!" If oly I could turn around and see what I've been doing all this time in my whole life, it would be a mess. Something that cannot possibly be repaired. And it really can't.

For just one time in my whole life, I wanna do something right. Something that can make people say, " hey dee, you're awesome, you did a good job." But no, I haven't done enough good deeds to hear that phrase.

OMG,, I've been wondering too much. My friend was still busy taking care of some 'difficult' students. Sorry for not helping out, pals. I still have one more class after this, and i'm pretty sure that you're not gonna helping me much either. After all this stuffs i wrote, damn I still feel sleepy. No wonder, I slept at 4 am last night, or,,, morning. Why? I don't even know. I was just not willing to sleep. Blame LEE HYUK JAE!! Photobucket

hahahaha,,,,,
Anyway, I still love you, oppa. You are TOO good to resist! ^^

Oooooh,, i feel sick. I think I'm gonna puke, Uh oh, sorry for being random again. Thank you for reaing my random talk . Lots of Luv..... <3

Rabu, 14 April 2010

starter

start everything with bismillah....

well,,, nothing much to share today,, i detached school... >,<
hummmph,,, maaf ya pak,, bukannya saya gag mau dengerin kuliah bapak, tapi kuliah bapak tidak seperti yang saya harapkan ~ckckckck,, bahasa gw~. nah,, masa kuliah yang judulnya research kerjaannya malah translate satu buku. gw tau pasti ada manfaatnya translate tu buku, tapi ap gag buang2 waktu tu?? uda mau midterm aja bab 1 kagak selese2,, lah,, gimana qt bisa conduct a research pak?? udah ketinggalan banget ma kelas sebelah (ps. dosennya beda).

ngomong-ngomong soal kelas sebelah,,, gw kesel banget ma orang2nya. banyak banget orang nyebelin disana. gyaaaaa,,, mulai dari orang gag tau diri, ada juga orang kerjaannya ngambek mulu (please,,, just go back to kindergarten), ada yang sok taunya setengah idup. gw bersyukur sebesar-besarnya sama Allah karena gag ditempati dikelas tu.

balik ke soal kuliah, gw baru aja nyelesein tugas semantics, theories of meanings, heard 'bout that?? hah, for those who take literature n semantics subject must have heard it. i'll share about it someday.

omoooo,,,,, it's my mom's birthday tday......
bu,,, selamat ulang tahun ya,,, you're my angel, my saviour,, miss u so much....
hope to see you this ramadhan,,, stay healthy,, love you....

there,,,,,,, not eally interesting i think,,
i'll share more..... chaaa.....
annyeong....

Selasa, 13 April 2010

perdana

bismillahirrohmanirrohim,,,,
akhirnya kesampean juga cita2 bikin blog... wkwkwkwk.... (^o^)

hmmmmph,,, tujuan bikin blog sebenarnya buat ceritain kehidupan gw. gw termasuk tipe orang yang susah buat ceritain masalah atau perasaan ke orang lain, even my friend. so, i hope this blog is the wayout.

sekarang gw kuliah semester 6, pengen cepet2 lulus aja.... wkwkwkwk...

cha,,, not very much to say right now...
so, prepare to enter my world....
gyahahahahaha.....

HWAITING!!!!!!