I wrote this when my friend was teaching in front of the class. Yeah,, I know, I should've pay attention to the way he teaches, but I couldn't help myself not to feel bored in this class.
At times like this, I probably wondering around about something that's totally unimportant, which is what I'm doing now, instead of thinking about something serious. Like what? Take my thesis as an example. Oh God,,,, I'm such a loser. What am I supposed to do to make my self realize that this is way more beyond IMPORTANT!! Slap me in the face, maybe? Naah, it's not gonna work. Belive me. It needs something bigger to wake me up from this daydreaming.
Gaaaaaaah,,, I need someone!! Someone to tell me, " Hey dee,, you've been going through the wrong way all this time. Snap out of it!" If oly I could turn around and see what I've been doing all this time in my whole life, it would be a mess. Something that cannot possibly be repaired. And it really can't.
For just one time in my whole life, I wanna do something right. Something that can make people say, " hey dee, you're awesome, you did a good job." But no, I haven't done enough good deeds to hear that phrase.
OMG,, I've been wondering too much. My friend was still busy taking care of some 'difficult' students. Sorry for not helping out, pals. I still have one more class after this, and i'm pretty sure that you're not gonna helping me much either. After all this stuffs i wrote, damn I still feel sleepy. No wonder, I slept at 4 am last night, or,,, morning. Why? I don't even know. I was just not willing to sleep. Blame LEE HYUK JAE!!
hahahaha,,,,,
Anyway, I still love you, oppa. You are TOO good to resist! ^^
Oooooh,, i feel sick. I think I'm gonna puke, Uh oh, sorry for being random again. Thank you for reaing my random talk . Lots of Luv..... <3
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