splitting mind

as long as a human lives, there's always problem to face.

And me,, ooh yeah, i'm still human and still ALIVE (Alhamdulillah..). So, here I am, facing tons of problems in my front yard. I know by saying this, I'm gonna looked like a little girl complaining about how life goes unfair for her ad people start to ignore her too. (I am) But NO,,, what I'm trying to explain is that this is my life, my problems, perhaps the same with what you are facing right now, so if we found the same thing, why not sharing??

Right now, I'm probably at the weakest stage of my life so far. I dunno where to put all my mixed feelings, so here I am again. Well, i know I am now a good writer, but people, I am trying to relieve my feelings here, so please be nice on me... *puppy eyes *_*

Okay it's all started about one and a half months ago. My KKN time,,, dunno about it?? read here i met 11 new people,, most of them are so nice, n i luv having them as my friends. From the start, there were no many problems we face, just,,,, as we heading to the end of our activity, some problems started to arise. it's this boy, let's call him "guma" (don't ask me why, coz i dunno. He,,, i dunno how to start. do you know that kinda boy who take a girl for granted?? well,, i think he's that kinda boy. Sadly, I'm kinda falling for him.. TT__TT stupid me . And now, what i've been afraid of is happening, he took me for granted... Sometimes i just hope i was born as a boy Boy can always forget easily, but girls, their feeling are just too deep for a creature called boys.

Next subject,, my dear forgotten thesis..... *sigh*
I've got some potential titles, but my campus has decided to be more strict to thesis writing just in the perfect when I'm about to write mine. Thank a lot, Sir....

Okay, according to DR. dee,,, too much talking in blog might cause babbling, so think i must end it now... LOL
see ya people.. :* Lots Of Love <3